realising your dream is a tough journey. but, giving everything up when you are enjoying what you are doing now and knowing that you take great pain to come so far, is even harder.
this dilemna is driving me and her crazy. i feel helpless because for once, i cannot find my direction. i dont know how, where and what should i do? all i can do is to listen and give her some advice. i am not sure if my advice is of any help to her. maybe i have confused her even more because i myself dont know what to do as well.
my dominant personality is leaving me bit by bit now. somehow, i cant think as logically as before. i cant seem to make rational decision in this situation. to be frank, my stand tends towards hers. i know i will receive violent objection from some but there is this sth at the back of mind telling me that she will be okay when everything is over. is it the faith i have in her that makes me to believe that she will take extra extra extra care of herself?
actually, i believe she knows what is best for her. our opinions are just for reference to show her a bigger picture just in case she misses out some points. dont be frustrated or confused. hey!!! spend a few hours one day to think about your next step. close your eyes, relax and picture yourself in the next few months. what will you be doing? i guess that could be your answer.
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